Hospital again

Well I ended up in Joondalup hospital again, waiting in the MAU to be decided whether I should go neurology or psychiatry. 

Some strangers found me on the side of a road in Butler yesterday, I have no idea how I've got there or why would I leave home in the first place. Can't remember anything from yesterday nor a thing from all Monday. Last I remember is coming back from our short trip to denmark (which was Sunday night)

Strangers tried to wake me up and I had a seizure which they called the ambulance and I was brought in to JHC. 

I was in ER all day and moved to MAU around 8pm, a doctor visit me 1am and discussed all my symptoms about 2 hours. 
Now in the morning another doctor came in and said he will not help me because I was under doctor Shelly's team before so they are going to pass me to the same team. 

It's the same horrifying cycle again, a doctor who had me admitted me for 8 days and discharged me in a worth condition that I came in is going to give me another jewel of advise and kicks me out again. 
Last time he told my partner that it's all fake and then discharged me.

Oh, I am feeling hopeless with all these pressure and can't do a thing about it. How am I suppose to stop thinking about my illness.

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